Struggles of High Schooler

  The Rare One Your scintillating personality would always brighten up the room. That beatific smile, could easily bewitch anyone. The love that you gave will always be incomparable. You taught us the value of relationships, and to find joy in little things. You have always been an inspiration for those around you. Your gregarious nature, your winsome personality your benign heart and your thirst for knowledge, made you the most venerated person I have ever known.

(image source: google) So many small worlds within one world everybody lives in their own world. Broken family, treacherous friends that's the world she lived in. Faking smiles, finding hope trying to love with all she got. People whispering, "why is she so cold?" little do they know, her world enervating her poor soul. She tries to find someone, who will stick by her side till the end a lover or a friend. Then she met a girl, so forthcoming and guileless. Her world is what she desires, her friendship is what she seeks. A friend, a soulmate is what she is to her, she gave her a heart to rely on, a shoulder to cry on. Making her bleak world  a better place to live, She found comfort  in her mellow world. ~Priya

(image source: google)   Is   this   world   pretty or  is  it a chaotic mess? From above I am  sure  it  looks  like, a Human Nest. Concrete so conspicuous, among these  green  fields, sometimes make me  ponder, is  this the  world  that we  wished ? Where did it all go wrong? Did we  build  a  wrong  society? Where the air is thick  with calumny and  the forlorn hope of humanity.  Our  desires  are  insidious, slowly   killing  what is  left, in this H uman N est . ~Priya

Together forever, that’ s  what we  said. How naïve  was  I to  think  you will  stay , keep your word just because I was  keeping  mine. My  dear , it is  not  a tragic story of  love but of a broken friendship. Losing  a  lover  sure is tough but  have  you  ever   lost  a  friend ? A  friend  through the  highs  and  lows , now all that remains are unfulfilled vows. Promises  we   said   we  would never break I  saw  them go down in flames. Their charred ashes a bitter reminder  of the  time  I held you  dear. People   change , yes they  do but never thought it would  be  you. Memories run through my  mind of those gleeful times And I cannot  decide, do they  bring  me  comfort ? Or merely add to  my   pain ? You ...

NOTE: This poem is dedicated to my beloved late grandfather. We shared a really special bond with him and his death has left us in peril. He was my personal counselor and understood me in ways that nobody can.

  Nothing   lasts   forever, but  is  that really true? The  ache   I   feel  in my  heart  when  I   think  of  you, seems  to  stay  the same. Mourning lost opportunities, shedding tears of  shame , seems to  be  my new routine. Did I prevent you from becoming the best? Did   I  hold  you  down? I   watched   you  wither as  you   tried   to  break   free but  you  never gave  up. Your  courage   gave  me  hope, made  me  believe  that not all was lost. Nothing lasts  forever, I  guess  that is true, because now I  see  you smiling in the  mirror, a smile so new and  I hope to hold on to it forever. ~Riya